Idek

I don’t want this blog to be all about him. But right now, most of my thoughts are about him. So I may (read: will) talk about him a lot.

Not in today’s post, though. Today I’ll talk about…hmmm. Wow, do I really have nothing else to talk about? I should change my URL to “thinkingabouthim”. Sheesh. *shakes head disapprovingly at self*

I could talk about how I hate being underage. Especially this weekend because it’s my friend’s birthday and I can’t hang out with them. That, however, would become very depressing, very quickly because it’ll spiral into my friendless state and how I just want to be a part of their group and…yeah. I don’t want to do go down that path. At least not right now. It will come up one of these days though, I should warn you.

It’s not the end of the month, so I can’t do a “favourites” post just yet (totally copied that idea from my friends Sam and Malko @ awesomewebe). So what does that leave me with?

I'm kinda depressed anyway. Ughhh I don’t want this to be a depressing blog. It will have a fair amount of depression though because I am using this blog to think about my chaos, but I also want cheery stuff. Because there can be a certain happy chaos. But lately I don’t seem to be having any happy chaos.