I feel like such a little bitch

After much crying and wallowing in self pity, my sensible side started to take over and I realised that I should be grateful I at least got a single day's ticket.
I'm such a little brat,really. Most people I know onl dream about going to NYCC, and here I am complaining that I won't get to go all three days. Sure, it's upsetting when I had been building it up in my head for so long and my plans fell apart (as they always seem to do). But I'm still going.
I need to listen to Sensible me more instead of letting Regular me take over.
If only that were easy.  

NYCC 3 day passes sold out.

I haven't done favourites in a while, and i just don't feel like doing them. life's been pretty topsy turvy, and right now, it just feels like the universe has it in for me and nothing can ever go right. i have far too much on my mind and listing good things just feels hypocritical.
I'm just going to go cry for a little bit now.